Friday, August 22, 2014

Catchin Hell Chapters 1&2

Currently decided it's high time to finish this short story.  I actually began writing it as apart of blog challenge but wasn't able to complete the challenge.  So I decided to finish it anyway and post new chapters every Friday.

Catchin Hell is about a young man who has lost his way actually I will say Mac the main character is a male version of my younger self.  Basically a selfish know it all who had all the opportunities to succeed but didn't take advantage of him.  In this story he will go through some changes but he will eventually find his way.  In life we all have control of our own destiny and we can only take the blame for the outcome whether it's good or bad.  Please read and leave a comment I'm fairly new to this and I will admit I could use a editor lol. Thanks in advance.

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Catchin Hell

Chapter 1
            Mac involuntarily began to stir out of his sleep he put his pillow over his head to drown out the loud knocks on his bedroom door.
“Cletus” Cletus” boy you better open this damn door”, his mother yelled on the other side, as she continued to bang on the door with all her might. 
            Mac let out a loud sigh as he got up from his bed with an attitude he walked across the blue plush carpet, kicking random items of clothing out of his way. 
            “Momma” how many times I gotta tell you I don’t go by Cletus anymore it’s Mac” he said as he swung the door open facing his mother. Mac hated his name he was named after his late father he was a police officer who met his tragic end on the job.
            Ava Clemson turned around briefly to look over her shoulder, she didn’t know who her son was talking to but it couldn’t have been her.  When she didn’t see anyone else behind her she turned back around to face her son.
            “Cletus McArthur Clemson”, I’m not one of your friends, and if I recall I’m the one” she said pointing to her chest “who went through two days of labor to bring your trifling ass into the world so you better show a little respect.”
           
Mac rolled his eyes up towards the ceiling he knew were this was going it was only eight o’clock in the morning and already he was catching hell from his momma. He stepped back to let her inside the room as she began to ramble on, he folded his arms across his chest as he sat down in the chair at his desk.  He loved his momma but sometimes she still treated him like he was seven.  Yeah he knew he fell on hard times but he was trying to make things work in his fucked up world but his mother didn’t make it easy.   Often comparing him to his father or his brother he wasn’t like them nor did he want to be he was his own man. 
“You hear me talking to you” Ava said lowering her 5’7 frame to be on eye level with her son. Ava loved her son she just wished he would get it together, she was getting to old to have to deal with all his problems and hers it was time for him to grow up.
“Yes Momma” Mac replied sulking. 
“Good now go take that trash out like I asked you to, and clean up this room, Mrs Ava said walking in a circle observing her son’s junkie room.  Boy, you got junk everywhere, that’s why Kenya don’t take you seriously now because you don’t take yourself seriously if you wanna win her back your gonna have to do better than this Cletus.”
“Momma how many times do I have to tell you, it’s Mac now he whined.
Ava just shook her head, “You mean to tell me all of that I just said to you and the only thing you heard was Cletus.”
Ava pointed her finger in her son’s face “Chile you got a lot to learn, you should be proud to have that name.  That man was a hard working man, everything you have is because of him you remember that.”  Besides who waits until their twenties to get a nickname.  Ava turned to walk out the door shaking her head.
“Momma it’s embarrassing” Mac huffed
Ava stopped in her tracks to face her son, with a frown ceased upon her forehead.
“Embarrassing,” she said slowly placed her hands on her hips she stared at her son as if he had lost his mind.
“Oh so I embarrass you by calling you by your name huh. She folded her arms across her chest “what’s embarrassing is having to hear from my neighbor that she saw my son running down the street naked, all while trying to evade having a cap busted in his ass.”
Mac stood his 6’3 fame up from his chair he did not want to relive that faithful day he got caught with Mr. Paco wife he was a Mexican man that lived down the street. Mrs. Paco had made several passes at him while he was cutting her lawn, he ended up in her bedroom than being chased down the street trying to escape Mr. Paco shot gun.  He shook his head at the memory it was the first day of his lawn service business but unfortunately it would be his last after that incident no one else in the neighborhood would hire him.   Mac couldn’t deny his mother had a point about that one but he would never admit it.
“Look Momma, I’m a grown man now I don’t need you coming in here every five minutes trying to tell me what to do” he said glaring at his mother.

Ava rolled her eyes at her oldest son “When you start acting like a man I will treat you like one, and so will Kenya.” Ava walked out the room leaving her son standing in the middle of his bedroom floor looking dumbfounded.
Mac quickly closed the door to his bedroom, he went over to his nightstand and grabbed his cell phone he looked at the screen and realized had several missed calls from his baby momma Kenya.  He dialed her number back, she answered on the first ring.
“Where the hell have you been Mac I have been calling you since last night.” Kenya yelled over the phone.
“I told you I had to work last night and needed to you to watch Mackenzie.
Mac’s eyes got big as saucer’s he had forgot all about it, “I’m sorry Kenya” he said trying to stall for time to think of a quick lie, he couldn’t tell her he was out with Monique last night that would only make things worse. But Kenya was already hip to the game.
“Mac don’t bother even fixing your mouth to tell another lie, my cousin told me she saw you last night at the club with that psycho bitch Monique. 
Mac bit down on his bottom lip hard, the line went silent for a few moments he was debating on if he should tell her a lie, or just simply tell the truth.
“Kenya I was not at the club last night I fell asleep I had a rough day yesterday” which was a half truth. 
“Oh really well what happened to your mother’s car” Kenya replied
“Huh” Mac asked confused
Before he could get another word out he heard his mother
“CLETUS” she yelled at the top of her lungs “GET YOUR BLACK ASS OUT HERE NOW”
Mac gripped his phone tightly as he ran out into the kitchen to find his mother he didn’t see her anywhere so he made his way out into the living room, where the front door stood wide open.  He stepped outside to see what his mother so angry about.  Mac stood in shock as he stared at his mother’s car in the drive way on four flat tires not only had it been covered in garbage, someone had also scratched IT’S A THIN LINE BETWEEN LOVE AND HATE on the side of her car.  “Damn” Mac mumbled under his breath, as he walked closer to the car.
“WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO MY CAR?” Ava asked her oldest son as she stared on in horror at her Benz, by now some of her nosey neighbors had begun to come outside to see what all the commotion was about. 
“Mo…mma I don’t know, Mac said although he already knew who was the guilty culprit.

 It was Monique they started kicking it about a year ago after he and Kenya had a brief break up, but once him and Kenya got back together, he was still seeing her on the side, one of the reason’s why Kenya left him again two months ago.  He knew Monique was upset when he told her that he wasn’t feeling her like that but he never thought she would take it this far.  He just didn’t understand women he was upfront with her about his baby momma from the beginning and she seemed okay but lately she has been trying to get him to wife her up.  Yeah he liked the fact she would take him shopping buy him nice things treat him like a king but his heart belonged to someone else.

Ava turned to face her son she glared at him menacingly she placed her hand on her hip while pointing a finger in his face.
“Boy you better learn how to control your little girlfriends, and you tell that heifer when I see her I’m gonna thin a line on her ass with my foot” she said angrily.   
“Cletus I want you out by the end of the month, you say you a grown man, now it’s time you start acting like it” she turned and walked away from her eldest child she done had all she could take she tried to help him, but there was no way she was going to allow her son’s lifestyle to ruin her own.
Mac couldn’t believe his momma was gonna do this it wasn’t’ his fault he didn’t know Monique was gonna take things this far. “But Momma this isn’t my fault, how you gonna blame what she did on me?” he asked.
Ava stopped in her tracks she balled her hand up into a fist and squeezed it tight, until she felt her nails piercing her skin. 
“Humph but you call yourself a man, yet you can’t see how bad your shit is smellin right now” she said with her back still turned to him, she didn’t understand what was wrong with that boy she did the best she could by both of her sons but it seemed as if her oldest was gonna have to learn the hard way.  She began to pray as she made her way back into the house to call the police “Please lord let my chile see the error of his ways.” A lone tear fell down her face as she closed the door behind her.
Mac was upset his Saturday morning had not started off so great, not only was his mother mad at him, so was Kenya and now he has a real live fatal attraction on his hands. He couldn’t believe all the hell he was catching this morning, and now he had to find a job and a place to live.  He looked down at his cell phone he had forgotten all about Kenya on the line. “Hello”
“I’m here” a voice replied on the phone but sounded closer. 
“Hi Daddy” he heard a little girls voice call out to him.
Mac turned around to see Kenya and McKenzie standing behind him.  Mac focused on his daughter unable to look Kenya in the eyes.
“Hey baby” he said picking her up. “How is Daddy little girl.”
“Good” said the curly haired little girl smiling happily, than her smile turned into a frown. “Wha happen to mom-mom car?”
“McKenzie” why don’t you go inside and say hi to mom-mom” Kenya said before McKenzie could ask any more questions giving Mac the out he needed. 
“Okay mommy” McKenzie replied, Mac put McKenzie down and watched her as she ran into the house.
“So um, I guess you did have a late night” Kenya said with her arms folded over her chest.
Mac turned to face Kenya, he couldn’t help but to take in how beautiful she was, her long hair was styled in a shoulder length bob, her eyes the color of emeralds, her caramel skin was smooth as silk, with the body any woman would die for.  He couldn’t believe he had been so lucky as to have her in his life, he would give anything to have her back not because of her looks that was a plus but her personality, she was strong, and didn’t take nothing from nobody.  She held him down over the years she was the reason why he graduated high school, and received his first job, but he manage to screw it all up. 
“Don’t stand there just starring at me Mac, say something” Kenya said with an attitude snapping Mac out of his thoughts.
Mac was at an lost for words, he knew he had fucked up again, here she was working to support herself and his daughter the least he could have done was watch his child he wasn’t doing much to help.
“Kenya I’m sorry” was all he could say he diverted his eyes to the ground. It was then he realized he was standing outside in his Scooby doo pajama pants bottom and no shirt. He grabbed Kenya by her elbow “Kenya let’s go inside and talk” he replied looking around to see some of the neighbors looking at him with disapproving looks.
Kenya snatched away “No Mac we can talk right here, this won’t take long anyway.”  She began tapping her left foot slightly on the grass she slowly shook her head from side to side.  “Mac I’m sorry but I’m can’t do this anymore there is not chance that we will ever get back together.” She took a deep breath trying to hold back the tears that desperately wanted to escape the corner of her eyelids.  “I decided that I’m moving on, it appears from the looks of things” she said pointing at his mother’s car “that you already have.”  A tear threatened to fall from her eyes but she fought the urge, she was tired of Mac and his mess.  She was young but she knew what she wanted, and she wasn’t about to wait around for Mac to find out what he wanted. 
Mac hands began to shake uncontrollably he couldn’t fathom the thought of Kenya being with somebody else.  He blinked real hard and hoped when he opened his he eyes he would wake up from this terrible nightmare.  But when he opened his eyes and looked into Kenya green eyes, he knew this was real.
“Kenya please give me one more chance, I promise I will do better this time.” But Kenya wasn’t buying it she had heard it all before.  She removed the engagement ring she wore on her finger since McKenzie had been born she grabbed his right hand and place the 5karat gold ring back in his hand.
“Look I have to go to work I’m leaving McKenzie here with you that’s if you have the time.” She said quickly changing the subject she didn’t want to hear anymore of his lies her heart just couldn’t take it anymore. 
Mac just nodded his head, he watched her walk away taking his heart with him, the two most important women in his life was now turning their backs on him, not only did he catch hell this morning he felt as if he was living in it.

Chapter 2


            It’s been two weeks since Mac mother evicted him from her house he was still upset by the whole ordeal.  One minute he is laying in bed sleep now he was virtually homeless. But instead of waiting the thirty days he decided to get his things and move out.  He was tired of his mother constant nagging anyway he first went to his friend Roscoe house but when he got there Roscoe was fighting with his baby momma about getting a job.  So he ended up going to his brother’s house a move he most certainly regretted not only was he living with his eighteen year old brother Andre.  Andre wasn’t your average eighteen, year old he acts as if he was born during the 1960’s more so than the 1990’s.   Sporting and afro and wearing tie dye and bright colors.  Despite his odd behavior he graduated at the top of his class.  Most of his fellow classmates weren’t happy being that he was only fifteen at the time. 
            “Hey, hey” Andre said bursting through the door of his spare room disturbing a sleeping Mac.  “Ugh” Mac grunted before turning over to face his brother “What time is it?” he asked rubbing the sleep from his eyes. 
“Oh its only seven o’clock but like Mayo Angelou said “Still I rise” Andre took a seat on the bed next to his older brother.
“What but it’s Saturday and you don’t have to work and neither do I so why you up so early? ”
Andre stared at his brother as if he had lost his mind he couldn’t understand how his brother could be so smart yet be so dumb he believed in life if you want to be successful you must first learn how to discipline yourself even in your free time he felt it was best to always best be productive.  “Your right I don’t have to work today” he said pointing at himself “but you my brother don’t have a job”
“And your point” Mac replied sarcastically
“Ya see my brotha the problem with young folk these days nobody want to work for anything nowadays y’all just wanna sit on ya ass and wait for the work to come to you.”
“Now let me ask you something my brotha do you know anything about the struggle”

Mac sat up from his twin bed with a perplexed look on his face “What” he really wanted to smack the piss out of him for coming in his room so early for a lecture.  He could have stayed with his momma for all that if she would let him come back home.
“I said do you know anything about the struggle?” “Do you know…” Andre paused dramatically standing to his feet he began to pace back and forth across the room.
            Mac shook his head “I wish he would sit his Malcom X reject ass down some damn where he thought to himself.
            “The struggles of a black man trapped in bondage always having to prove to the white man that he is his equal.  Getting locked up and falsely arrested everyday having to hustle in the streets to survive. Do you know what its like not to have food on the table having to rob and steal do you know, do you know, do you know” Andre asked his brother stopping directly in front of the bed waiting for an answer.
            Mac starred at his brother oddly for a moment before he answered “Nigga if you don’t sit your wanna be Malcom X ass down somewhere you don’t know nothing about the struggle either.”
            “Exactly” Andre said throwing his hands up in the air, “If you know nothing about the struggle why is it that you struggle my brotha?” he than pointed at his brother “You have no job, no car, and no money you are living with your eighteen year old brother” “Why is it that you struggle my brotha, it’s time to open up ya mind get a job and start taking care of your family.”  
Mac simply rolled his eyes up at the ceiling he was definitely not trying to hear this at 8:00 in the morning but he continue to sit quietly wearing a perplexed look on his face as his brother carried on.
 “Our ancestors were beaten and killed all because they wanted equal rights they paved the way for us” working his finger back and forth between himself and Mac.  “Now what have you done to show your appreciation?” Dre stood staring at his brother waiting for an answer.
            “Man I’m not trying to hear this its seven o’clock in the morning” Mac than took the covers and placed them over his head and closed his eyes he hoped his brother would leave him alone apart of him hated to admit that some of his over the top speech was true it was time for him to grow up and get a job.  Now that he had basically been kicked out of his comfort zone he was starting to see it. 
            Mac was startled out of his thoughts by the covers being pulled back from over his head he sat up mad as hell. “Dre
            “Mac I’m sorry I have to treat you this way but you are basically a homeless guy I’m allowing to stay in my house so” he clasped his hands together “you know how they do at the homeless shelter where the people have to you know stay out all day until a certain time?”
            Mac nodded his head not liking were this was going “Yeah”
            “Well good glad you understand” Dre said with a smile a very small part of him felt bad for treating his brother this way but he honestly just wanted his space back and he was willing to do whatever it took to get it.  He prided himself on being a man of perfection his home was neater than most men his age and his brother was the exact opposite.  Leaving clothes everywhere, leaving dishes in the sink and food on the counters he done had just about enough he felt this was the only way he could keep a peace of mind and not fully kick his brother out of his house he would really hate to see him out on the streets.
            Mac glared angrily at his brother “What” he couldn’t believe what he was hearing his mother, his baby momma, and now his brother. 
            “I …said…you…know..
“Nigga I heard what you said” Mac shouted cutting him off as he jumped up out of the bed mushing Dre in the head causing him to stumble backwards. He then walked past him to the closet where most of his clothes remained in trash bags.  He shook his head as he came to the realization that he didn’t even own a suitcase. “My brother is right about one thing I need to get a job.”  He thought to himself.   
            Dre gathered himself straightening up his clothing mean mugging his brother
“Was that really necessary?”
            Mac didn’t respond he just continued to rummage through his clothes he prayed his brother would just leave him alone he wasn’t in the mood for anymore of his speeches he had enough for one morning but he knew his prayer wasn’t answered once he heard Dre clear his throat. He sighed here we go again he thought.

            “Look Mac I’m not trying to tell you what to do” Dre began he took a step closer to his brother.  “I’m just trying to do is help you that’s all.”  Dre felt bad but not bad enough to go back on his word he loved his brother but he felt it was time for him to grow up it seemed he stopped trying after their father died. Dre knew Mac took it the hardest because Mac and their father had always been close Mac even had dreams of becoming a police officer one day but it seemed those dreams died along with their father. 
            Mac never turned to face his brother he just didn’t see where his brother was coming from “Yeah by treating me like an homeless person instead of family” Mac responded he stood up when he found something appeasing to look at a pair of black basketball shorts and with a black T-shirt he stood up and walked passed his brother without so much as another word.  He knew he was in the wrong because his brother did offer him a place to lay his head but he just didn’t understand why everyone wanted to turn their backs on him yes he was going through a rough patch but damn he didn’t think he deserved this.  One thing he knew for sure that he definitely needed to do something and quick he had been catchin to much hell behind the recent events and decided he had had enough of everybody he was going to show everyone that he wasn’t a slouch he just needed a little more time.  He grabbed the silver cross that hung around his neck the last present he received from his father he played with it as he thought about happier times he missed his father he was the one person he could always go too for advice but now those days were long gone.  A lone tear slid down his face as he thought about his predicament he never felt more lonely his life he hasn’t seen his daughter or Kenya since the incident she found a sitter soon after that and he hasn’t spoken to his mom either. But it wasn’t like he was really trying he was hoping that they would come apologizing to him like in the past but this time it was different now his brother seemed as if he had jumped on the band wagon.  He looked up to the sky “I don’t know what to do.”  A few more tears escaped his eyelids as he gripped the cross tightly.  He didn’t realize he was crying loudly until he heard a knock on the bathroom door.
            “Mac are you okay in there” he heard his brother ask on the other side of the door. 
Mac quickly wiped his eyes “Yeah I’m good” he responded turning on the water he quickly splashed it on his face.
            “Okay I’m sorry if I hurt you man but one day you will understand”
Mac heard Dre walk away and breathed a sigh of relief he turned on the shower and took all his clothes off.  He placed his hand under the stream of water to test the temperature he than stepped into the shower hoping the steamy water could wash his problems away. 

                                    To Be Continued










Monday, July 14, 2014

Great Reads: Enough of The Drama 5 star review

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 Enough of The Drama
By: Author P Dotson




Well let me start off by saying yes the Author is my sister and I must say I’m so proud of her for following her dreams.  She has written several other books Twisted Obsessions, Pure Sins but this is her best work so far.

Enough of The Drama revolves around the lives of three sisters Cassidy, Ciara, and China.  Cassidy is married to her high school sweet heart but it seems the love from their marriage has evaporated and her husband Marcus has found love elsewhere.  Despite the obvious warning signs that her marriage is over Cassidy continue to try and save her marriage only to have her heart broken in the end. 
Miss. Ciara always felt she lived in her big sister Cassidy shadow she has always wanted what Cassidy had the so called Good Life.  She finally will get the chance to live the good life once she falls for her sister husband but she will learn the hard way that the grass isn’t always greener on the other side.
China she most definitely is her mother daughter sassy, and fierce but after losing the love of her life she ends up on a downward spiraling path.  She turns to drugs to cope with her loss. 
This book will make you angry, it will make you laugh and it will make you cry definitely filled with more than enough DRAMA.  Please support and pick up your copy of “Enough of The Drama” on Amazon.

Monday, April 7, 2014

Devious Wives (AC)

Excerpt From My upcoming novel

Devious Wives

Layla walked over to her seat, heels clicking along the way, she looked around to see the population of the visiting room was majority black. Layla shook her head in distain, the smartest brothers, are behind these walls, she thought to herself. Layla plopped down in her chair, she opted to sit in the chair furthest to the wall so that she could see what was going on around her. She turned heads no doubt, but she never thought men would actually drool over her in front of their girlfriends, she watched the angry faces of various women being thrown her way, ugh she thought to herself, I hope none of these bitches try to get out of line, because I look to cute today for all that drama. So instead of her usual I wish a motherfucka would look, she politely smiled at everyone, staring and turned her head, she wasn’t in the mood and wanted to get this visit over with quickly as possible. Although she missed her husband terribly, the objective of this trip was strictly, business.

Layla watched her husband emerge from behind the steel bars, he looked like he had aged overnight, the sparkle in his eyes was long gone and placed with a look of dread and weariness.

Layla stood as he finally approached the table they hugged and kissed, more like friends than husband and wife.

Layla wanted to hold onto her husband for dear life, although he aggravated her deeply she still loved him, being in his arms again made what she was about to do slightly more difficult, but she felt she David had given her no other choice. Layla finally let her husband go and took her place in the small chair across from him, she watched him as he slowly set in the seat across from her.

Both of them sat in silence for a moment not knowing exactly what to say, Layla fiddled with her hands as she looked around at the other women visiting, loved ones. She saw a woman with a young boy, sitting on her lap, she was pretty latino girl, who looked like she had the weight of the world on her shoulders. Layla knew instantly that she did not want to be that young girl, and she knew deep in her heart that David was not capable of what they were accusing him of, but she played dumb all the same as she finally broke the silence. “So did you do it” she asked already knowing what the answer to this question was going to be.
David looked over his shoulder, as if his wife were asking someone else the question. He wanted to scream at the top of his lungs, but was able to keep his composure, he didn’t want to give the already hostile guards a reason to put the baton to his ass. They already hounded him enough when he first got to lockup, for his very smart mouth, although David was no slouch in the fighting department, he just wasn’t built for this life. He hated having to look over his shoulder at all times, he has only been locked up all of two days, and he was starting to feel overwhelmed, his pretty boys looks always caught the attention of unwanted eyes, and he did his best to avoid them. He knew there was no way in hell he would allow himself to become another man’s bitch, he would go down fighting first.

David slowly ran his fingers through his thick dark hair before he answered his wife “No Layla I did not do it,” he took a deep breath as he sanked further into his chair. As much as he wanted to cry out, he knew his current circumstances couldn’t allow him to do so, he definitely would be thrown to the wolves, he was only in county but in here it was almost as bad as being in prison, David’s first night there, he heard someone had been stabbed, and killed in the caferteria an hour before he arrived.

Layla reached over and touched her husband hand, she couldn’t deny she was hurting for him, but she was also experiencing some hurt of her own, if he had just come straight home instead of deciding to stop by his whore’s home, they would not be going through this in the first place, but Layla wanted to know more before she went any further with her plan. Before she could speak David spoke “How are the kids,” he asked not really looking her in the face, he missed his boys, they were his life, he hated the fact that his infactuation with Rosyln, had him missing in action lately.

Layla rolled her eyes “now he his concerned about the boys” she thought to herself. “They are fine she replied, now sitting up, starring at her husband really forcing him to look at her, her stare was ice cold, to mask the hurt she was feeling inside, he didn’t even ask about her “I’m fine too in case you cared.”

David let out a sigh, really not in the mood for Layla and her attitude, she always had to make everything about her, he loved her, but he was slowly falling out of love with her, her need to be in control was killing their marriage. She never once stop to think that she was the one that pushed him right into Rosyln arms, of course he had affairs before, but somehow he managed catch feeling for Rosyln, he knew he was treading dangerous waters, but she made him feel like a man. Something Layla seemed to forget over the years, but right now he could really use a friend, so he wanted to put all ill feelings aside until this whole fiasco was over.

David looked at his wife and was finally able to see the hurt in her eyes, he felt bad for how he had been ignoring her, he gently caressed her hands, “I’m sorry Layla” for everything he said sincerely.

Layla wanted to cry, as she listened to her husband apologize to her, she waited so long for him to finally admit his wrongs, even if she wasn’t willing to admit hers, atleast she still knew that he cared, she almost felt bad for what she was about to do, she looked at her husband giving him a half smile. No matter how much he wanted to set the mood where they could be a peace with each other she just couldn’t let go, she pushed all her love and morals to the back of her mind as she went for the guzzler. “So David, why exactly did you go to Rosyln’s house” she slowly released her hand from his and sat all the way back in her chair to stare at her husband, she wanted to look deep into his eyes, as he lied to her face.

David wanted to strangle Layla, no matter how much he tried to make things right she was hell bent on making him suffer, he sanked deeper into his chair, he diverted his eyes to the floor as he began to speak. “I wanted to see if she was okay, after she never returned my calls about the business trip” it was an half truth but there was no way he was going to reveal, his real intentions for stopping by, he genuinely cared for Rosyln, and had even considered leaving Layla for her, but he knew how devious Layla could be and didn’t want to put Rosyln at risk.

Layla stared at her husband not convinced, but she didn’t press the issue, as she could see he was going to continue lying to her. “Well, I see, you don’t mind going the extra mile for your employees do you?” she asked crossing her legs, waiting for his reply.

David, didn’t bother with a response, he was growing tired of dealing with his insecure wife, and wished he had declined the visit he was about to stand and signal the guard, when Layla touched his hand.
David starred down at his wife momentarily, he really didn’t want to hear what she had to say, but he figured it would be the last time he would see her for awhile, he just couldn’t deal with her right now, he had to much on his mind. In a defeated voice he asked “what is it Layla?”

Layla was hurt by the look in his eyes, but chose to ignore it, “what if I said I have a way of getting you out of here,” she said, smiling her devious smile.

David slowly sat back down in his chair now very interested in what Layla had to say, he knew his case didn’t look good and if there was anyway, he could get out of this he very well welcomed any chance of him ever being a free man again. “How is that possible?” David asked curious to know how in the world Layla would be able to pull something like this off.

“Well let’s just say, I have been watching your secretary for awhile, and I know more than you think, David”, she responded in a condescending tone letting him know that she was full aware of what was going on between the two.

David again diverted his eyes to the floor, he now that she had literally caught him with his pants down if she had been following Rosyln for awhile, not wanting to press the issue any further he quickly diverted his attention back to her discovery, “What do you know, and how is it going to help me?” he asked curiously

Layla uncrossed her legs as she sat up, so she could be a little closer to her husband, I can’t reveal that at the moment, but I have one request for my help in this unfortunate mishap.

David looked at his wife suspiciously he didn’t like the look in her eye, and he knew it meant he was going to have to pay dearly. David ran his fingers through his hair once again, he sighed feeling defeated all over again, “What is it Layla” regretting asking before the last word rolled off his tongue.

Layla pulled out some papers from the briefcase she had hidden by her feet, and shoved them across the table at David. He picked up and slowly began to look over them, a smile crept over Layla face as she saw the frown that began to take place over his forehead, although she hated that things had to be this way, she loved the feeling of being in control. This mostly stemmed from her childhood and how she had been treated but that is another story all together.

David face became distorted as he continued to look over the documents, “what the fuck is this?” he asked his wife through clenched teeth, he never believed in hitting women, but if he ever got out of this he didn’t know what he would do. He knew he was on the verge of losing his cool, and knew he had to get out of their before one of them ended up hurt. He threw the papers back at Layla, as he proceeded leave once again.

“Fine have it your way” Layla said, as she gathered all her documents. She paused momentarily adding fuel to the fire “but don’t think my boys will ever set foot in prison or a jail.” This caused David to stop in his tracks, he almost forgot about his children in his fit of rage. Layla smiled as he stood for a moment, she hated doing this and using the children, but she had to let David know he could not cross her and get away with it. Whether David knew or not, Layla had a lot more scars than she cared to reveal, and she learned at a young age, that it was better to get em or get got, and she hasn’t been gotten yet.

David was at his whits end he could not believe she was asking not only for ownership of his company, but a percentage, of another company that his fathered owned. How the hell she knew about the business beat him, but he had to admit Layla was always on top of her game. She also wanted her name solely on the house and all his other properties including the beach house he just rented to one of his golfing buddies. David knew she had him by the balls, but he didn’t know if he could trust her to get him out of here, but Layla was never one to say she would do something and not see it through, but he still had to ask “How do I know you won’t just take my shit and leave me in here to rot” he looked at her with pure hate in his eyes, he knew she could be a bitch but this just topped the cake, she was about take everything he had work so hard for and there was nothing he could do about it. He could be facing life in prison, and just couldn’t take that risk he could allow his boys to be raised by such a cold hearted bitch.

Layla was a taken back by his choice of words, but refused to let him see the hurt, Layla smiled as she folded her arms across her chest, “David you should know me well enough to know that I’m always a woman of my word.” She motioned the guard over to there table never taking her eyes off of David “the choice is yours David.” Either way, I will be okay, but I much rather have my husband at home with me, so we can work on rebuilding our marriage.

David looked at his wife like she was crazy, he slowly began to fidget in his chair, his hands started to itch, he was contemplating choking the shit out of her, but he was already in enough trouble.
The guard approached the table holding a pen in his hand, he looked down at the couple and could tell by the look on the inmates face that today had not been his day, he thought the man was about to sign divorce papers, and he shook his head as he stood in front of the pitiful soul.

Layla graciously took the pen from the guards hands, “So what’s it gonna be sweetie” the choice is yours.”

David snatched the pen from Layla’s hand and signed all documents, as he flipped each page gracing his signature he felt as if he was signing his life away. How at this very moment he wished he had listened to his mother, about Layla’s conniving ass, now he was fully aware what his wife was capable off. David finished signing the papers and stood, preparing to leave, he turned to face his wife, “You are a real bitch, you know that he spat.” His stare was cold and mean.

Layla smiled her devious smile, she slowly stood gathering all the papers in her hand, “it takes one to know one,” she quickly turned on her heels, and walked out of the visiting area, brushing her shoulder’s off. “ Singing the Jay Z song in her head “You gotta get that dirt off your shoulders.”

Catch Hell (AC)

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Catchin Hell


            Mac involuntarily began to stir out of his sleep he put his pillow over his head to drown out the loud knocks on his bedroom door.
“Cletus” Cletus” boy you better open this damn door”, his mother yelled on the other side, as she continued to bang on the door with all her might. 
            Mac let out a loud sigh as he got up from his bed with an attitude he walked across the blue plush carpet, kicking random items of clothing out of his way. 
            “Momma” how many times I gotta tell you I don’t go by Cletus anymore it’s Mac” he said as he swung the door open facing his mother. Mac hated his name he was named after his late father he was a police officer, who met his tragic end on the job.
            Ava Clemson turned around briefly to look over her shoulder, she didn’t know who her son was talking to but it couldn’t have been her.  When seen no else behind her she turned back around to face her son.
            “Cletus McArthur Clemson”, I’m not one of your friends, and if I recall I’m the one” she said pointing to her chest “who went through two days of labor to bring your trifling ass into the world.”
           
Mac rolled his eyes up towards the ceiling he knew were this was going it was only eight o’clock in the morning and already he was catchin hell from his momma. He stepped back to let her inside the room as she began to ramble on, he folded his arms across his chest as he sat down in the chair at his desk.  He loved his momma but sometimes she still treated him like he was seven, yeah he knew he fell on hard times but he was trying to make things work in his fucked up world, but his mother didn’t make it easy, she was always comparing him to his father or his brother he wasn’t like them nor did he want to be.  He was his own man. 
“You hear me talking to you” Ava said lowering her 5’7 frame to be on eye level with her son. Ava loved her son she just wished he would get it together, she was getting to old to have to deal with all his problems and hers it was time for him to grow up.
“Yes Momma” Mac replied sulking. 
“Good now go take that trash out like I asked you to, and clean up this room, Mrs Ava said walking in a circle observing her son’s junkie room.  Boy, you got junk everywhere, that’s why Kenya don’t take you seriously now because you don’t take yourself seriously if you wanna win her back your gonna have to do better than this Cletus.”
“Momma how many times do I have to tell you, it’s Mac now he whined.
Ava just shook her head, “You mean to tell me all of that I just said to you and the only thing you heard was Cletus.”
Ava pointed her finger in her son’s face “Chile you got a lot to learn, you should be proud to have that name, that man was a hard working man, everything you have is because of him, you remember that.”  Ava turned to walk out the door.
“Momma it’s embarrassing” Mac huffed
Ava stopped in her tracks to face her son, with a frown ceased upon her forehead.
“Embarrassing,” she said slowly placed her hands on her hips, she stared at her son as if he had lost his mind.
“Oh so I embarrass you by calling you by your name huh, what’s embarrassing is having to hear from my neighbor that she saw my son running down the street naked, all while trying to evade having a cap busted in his ass.”
Mac stood up from his chair he did not want to relive that faithful day he got caught with Mr. Paco wife, he was a Mexican man that lived down the street, Mrs. Paco had made several passes at him while he was cutting her lawn, he ended up in her bedroom than being chased down the street trying to escape Mr. Paco shot gun.  He  shook his head at the memory it was the first day of his lawn service business but unfortunately it would be his last.  Mac couldn’t deny his mother had a point about that one but he would never admit it.
“Look Momma, I’m a grown man now I don’t need you coming in here every five minutes trying to tell me what to do” he said glaring at his mother.

Ava rolled her eyes at her oldest son “When you start acting like a man I will treat you like one, and so will Kenya.” Ava walked out the room leaving her son standing in the middle of his bedroom floor looking dumbfounded.
Mac quickly closed the door to his bedroom, he went over to his nightstand and grabbed his cell phone, he had several missed calls from his baby momma Kenya.  He dialed her number back, she answered on the first ring.
“Where the hell have you been Mac I have been calling you since last night.” Kenya yelled over the phone.
“I told you I had to work last night and needed to you to watch Mackenzie.
Mac’s eyes got big as saucer’s he had forgot all about it, “Im sorry Kenya” he said trying to stall for time to think of a quick lie, he couldn’t tell her he was out with Monique last night that would only make things worse. But Kenya was already hip to the game.
“Mac don’t bother even fixing your mouth to tell another lie, my cousin told me she saw you last night at the club with that psycho bitch Monique. 
Mac bit down on his bottom lip hard, the line went silent for a few moments he was debating on if he should tell her a lie, or just simply tell the truth.
“Kenya I was not at the club last night I fell asleep I had a rough day yesterday” which was an half truth. 
“Oh really well what happened to your mother’s car” Kenya replied
“Huh” Mac asked confused
Before he could get another word out he heard his mother
“CLETUS” she yelled at the top of her lungs “GET YOUR BLACK ASS OUT HERE NOW”
Mac gripped his phone tightly as he ran out into the kitchen to find his mother he didn’t see her anywhere so he made his way out into the living room, where the front door stood wide open.  He stepped outside to see what his mother so angry about.  Mac stood in shock as he stared at his mother’s car in the drive way on four flat tires not only had it been covered in garbage, someone had also scratched IT’S A THIN LINE BETWEEN LOVE AND HATE on the side of her car.  “Damn” Mac mumbled under his breath, as he walked closer to the car. 
“WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO MY CAR?” Ava asked her oldest son as she stared on in horror at her Benz, by now some of her nosey neighbors had begun to come outside to see what all the commotion was about. 
“Mo…mma I don’t know, Mac said although he already knew who was the guilty culprit.

 It was Monique they started kicking it about a year ago after he and Kenya had a brief break up, but once him and Kenya got back together, he was still seeing her on the side, one of the reason’s why Kenya left him again two months ago. 
Ava turned to face her son, glaring at him menacingly she placed her hand on her hip while pointing another finger in his face.
“Boy you better learn how to control your little girlfriends, and you tell her if I see her I’m gonna thin a line on her ass with my foot” she said angrily.   
“Cletus I want you out by the end of the month, you say you a grown man, now it’s time you start acting like it” she turned and walked away from her eldest child she done had all she could take she tried to help him, but there was no way she was going to allow her son’s lifestyle to ruin her own.
Mac couldn’t believe his momma was gonna do this it wasn’t’ his fault he didn’t know Monique was gonna take things this far. “But Momma this isn’t my fault, how you gonna blame what she did on me?” he asked with an hint of attitude.
Ava stopped in her tracks she balled her hand up into a fist and squeezed it tight, until she felt her nails piercing her skin. 
“Humph but you call yourself a man, yet you can’t see how bad your shit is smellin right now” she said with her back still turned to him, she didn’t understand what was wrong with that boy, she did the best she could by both of them but it seemed as if her oldest was gonna have to learn the hard way.  She began to pray as she made her way back into the house to call the police “Please lord let my chile see the error of his ways.” A lone tear fell down her face as she made her way back into the house.
Mac was upset his Saturday morning had not started off so great, not only was his mother mad at him, so was Kenya and now he has a real live fatal attraction on his hands. He couldn’t believe all the hell he was catching this morning, and now he had to find a job and a place to live.  He looked down at his cell phone he had forgotten all about Kenya on the line. “Hello”
“I’m here” a voice replied on the phone but sounded closer. 
“Hi Daddy” he heard a little girls voice call out to him.
Mac turned around to see Kenya and McKenzie standing behind him.  Mac focused on his daughter unable to look Kenya in the eyes.
“Hey baby” he said picking her up. “How is Daddy little girl.”
“Good” said the curly haired little girl smiling happily, than her smile turned into a frown. “Wha happen to mom-mom car?”
“McKenzie” why don’t you go inside and say hi to mom-mom” Kenya said before McKenzie could ask anymore question giving Mac the out he needed. 
“Okay mommy” McKenzie replied, Mac put McKenzie down and watched her as she ran into the house.
“So um, I guess you did have a late night” Kenya said with her arms folded over her chest.
Mac turned to face Kenya, he couldn’t help but to take in how beautiful she was, her long hair was styled in a shoulder length bob, her eyes the color of emeralds, her caramel skin was smooth as silk, with the body any woman would die for.  He couldn’t believe he had been so lucky as to have her in his life, he would give anything to have her back not because of her looks that was a plus but her personality, she was strong, independent, and didn’t take nothing from nobody.  She held him down over the years she was the reason why he graduated high school, and received his first job, but he manage to screw it all up. 
“Don’t stand there just starring at me Mac, say something” Kenya said with an attitude snapping Mac out of his thoughts.
Mac was at an lost for words, he knew he had fucked up again, here she was working to support her and his daughter the least he could have done was watch his child he wasn’t doing much to help.
“Kenya I’m sorry” was all he could say, he diverted his eyes to the ground, it was then he realized he was standing outside in his Scooby doo pajama pants bottom and no shirt. He grabbed Kenya by her elbow “Kenya let’s go inside and talk” he replied looking around to see some of the neighbors looking at him with disapproving looks.
Kenya snatched away “No Mac we can talk right here, this won’t take long anyway.”  She began tapping her left foot slightly on the grass, she slowly shook her head from side to side.  “Mac I’m sorry but I’m done with you, there is not chance that we will ever get back together, I decided that I’m moving on, it appears from the looks of things” she said pointing at his mother’s car “that you already have.”  A tear threatened to fall from her eyes but she fought the urge, she was tired of Cletus and his mess, she was young but she knew what she wanted, and she wasn’t about to wait around for Mac to find out what he wanted. 
Mac hands began to shake uncontrollably he couldn’t fathom the thought of Kenya being with somebody else, he blinked real hard, and hoped when he opened his he eyes would wake up from this terrible nightmare.  But when he opened his eyes and looked into Kenya green eyes, he knew this was real.
“Kenya please give me one more chance, I promise I will do better this time.” But Kenya wasn’t buying it, she had heard it all before, she removed the engagement ring she wore on her finger since McKenzie had been born, she grabbed his right hand and place the 5karat gold ring back in his hand.
“Look I have to go to work I’m leaving McKenzie here with you that’s if you have the time.” She said quickly changing the subject she didn’t want to hear anymore of his lies her heart just couldn’t take it anymore. 
Mac just nodded his head, he watched her walk away taking his heart with him, the two most important women in his life was now turning his back on him, not only did he catch hell this morning he felt as if he was living in it.


                            TO BE CONTINUED




Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Breaking Up

Okay doing the A to Z challenge unfortunately with my busy schedule I missed the first day but won't be missing anymore.  Writing a series of flash fiction A to Z this one was a little rushed had a busy day today but hope it isn't to bad.

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Breaking Up
 By : Allexia D


“So you love her huh” Terri said through tear stained eyes.  She shook her head from side to side as she watched him pack his bags. They had been together for almost 10 years, she stuck by him when everyone turned their backs on him and now here he was leaving her alone again.  It was more than she could stand.  Terri grabbed the cigarette that sat on the nightstand, and quickly lit it.  Slowly she inhaled the smoke before releasing circles of smoke in the air. 
“Why are you doing this to me Bobby” she cried falling to her knees, she couldn’t imagine life without him she had given up her family and friends for him.
Bobby finally stopped what he was doing, he stood briefly with his back to her, he couldn’t stand to face her at this moment, he knew he had lead her on for so long, and now his conscious was starting to eat at him.  He never expected things to go as far as they did but here he was stuck in the middle of two women. He loved both of them in his own special way having them both seemed to make his life easier, they each brought a special kind of joy to his life.  And in his mind he wasn’t willing to make a sound decision he knew Terri would always be there for him through everything. 
Bobby finally turned to face her after what seemed like an eternity.
            “Terri I’m sorry” he said as sincerely as he could, he hated to see her cry she was a good woman and he never knew how he could be so lucky as to run across someone as special as her. Standing 5’7 long auburn hair, green eyes and built like an brick house she could’ve had any man she wanted but she chose him.  He was envied by many men in  Howard County for snagging the young beauty.  He walked over to her, and touched her face gently.
            “But I don’t have a choice” he said diverting his eyes down to the floor, not wanting to see the look on her face.
Instantly Terri became angry, forming a large scowl on her face,
“That’s bull shit and you know it Bobby” pressing her finger into his forehead with each word she spoke.  “How can you say that to me?” She asked looking confused, I have been the one carrying us all this time”. 
Terri walked over to the motel window, which had been their home for the last 10 months after loosing her home due to Bobby excessive gambling this was all they could afford. 
The rain began to pour down harder, along with Terri’s tears, all she had given up for him and he is leaving again. 

“Just go Bobbi” she said feeling defeated, this was the last time, here she was living out of a motel while he was going home to his wife whom had recently purchased a new home after finally freeing herself from the debt that Bobby had accumulated. 
It was then Terri realized that she was only a pawn in Bobby game he didn’t know the true meaning of love, he played on her kindness.  She closed her eyes as she thought about how she fed into all his lies, about not being happy with his wife, and he only stayed because of his children, the countless fights she got into with his wife, the ugly stares she had gotten from many of the women in their small town for sleeping with a married man.  It all came down on her like a ton of bricks as she stood at the motel window. 
            “Terri” Bobby said as he whispered in her ears grabbing her from behind “Please try and understand, I do love you, but I feel this is what is best for my family” he said half truthfully.  The truth of the matter is he didn’t know where to begin to make their situation better, it was so much easier for him to run, that is what he always did best. 
            Terri didn’t bother giving him the response he so desperately needed to hear, the response that let him know he was always welcome to come back, but today she finally realized the man she loved never really loved her at all.  Here she had lost everything because of him yet he was still willing to leave her to face everything on her own now that the grass looked a little greener on the other side.  Terri wiped her eyes, refusing to shed another tear over a man that was never really hers she had wasted so much time on him she wasn’t wasting anymore. 
            Terri walked away from the window, and began to gather up Bobby clothes, she grabbed them by the handful and made her way to the door, her heart now filled with anger.  She began tossing everything he owned out into the rain, with each article she through out she regained a little of her strength.  She never needed him, and it took her to hit almost rock bottom to realize it. 
            Bobby tried to grab what he could to keep her from completely wrecking everything she brought for him.  “Terri please stop” he begged, not understanding what had gotten into her, he looked at the clock that sat on the nightstand, his cab wasn’t due for another 20 minutes he didn’t want to spend that time standing out in the rain. 
            “Terri stop talk to me” he pleaded staring at her intensely with his blue eyes, he needed her to be on his side, more than anything.  He grabbed her by the shoulder just as she was about to head out the door and yanked her back forcefully,  he turned her to face him.  
            “Talk to me dammit” he yelled more out of fear than anything, he had never seen her like this before yes he has seen her upset, but the look in her eyes this time was different and it scared him. 
            They both stared at each other quietly for a moment, all that could be heard was the rain drops that continued to fall outside.  Bobby tried to embrace Terri in a hug, but she quickly pushed him away. 
            “Just get out” was all she said as she grabbed another Newport of the stand, she couldn’t stand to look at him any longer, this time it was over, she had given him her all, and this is how he repaid her, so many nights he cried on her shoulder, so many nights she came to his rescue and bailed him out of jail, paid the bookies for his gambling debts, she looked around at now what had become her home. 
            A lone tear escaped her eyes as she finally heard the door close she didn’t even bother to turn around to see him standing out in the rain gathering his items.  She had someone she needed to call herself, someone who she had turned her back on a long time ago for Bobby.  How she hoped it wasn’t to late, she quickly put out the cigarette and grabbed her cell phone on the night stand.  Nervously she dialed his number, hoping he would answer, only he didn’t answer and it went straight to voicemail, a flood of tears began to fall from her eyes, as she listened to her husband and his girlfriend answering machine.  She threw the cell phone across the room and sank to the floor, she hugged her knees to her chest as she began to sob softly.